Gioia Albano
Added Oct 30, 2019
Third lesson
My third lesson was: where goes my power ? It's with me and he nurture me and grows up? It's with me or somewhere outside? Maybe a belief, a project , another person that I say I love?
Each time it's a surprise because I tend to forget easily.
Things are going well, I'm happy. I think it's not going the way I want, I'm unhappy.
I'm simplifying of course but it's a bit like that. It's not half empty or half full glass. I'm not positivist even if it does not hurt ...
But really : am I not always the same soul? Does my power, this kind of quiet and serene strength that keeps me anchored to the ground while being in touch with the divine (everyone gives for these words his own definition) really depends on what is happening outside.
Or what happened before, what I fear will happen in the future ? From another person "good" or "bad" for me?
For quite some time in my paintings I related to following his own path, recognizing our true soul, the true self, our mission / experience (here also everyone gives his definition).
Let's say that some points are more clear now. It come with a little pain because I had to double the effort not to lose myself in spite of the earthquake . Still every day I need to touch my true self slightly and I have recognize to not be drag by the everyday life.
Gioia
